We'll be Fine

I believe that God speaks to us in many ways. Through our dreams, through the thoughts we develop in our brain, through an aha! moment, through our family and friends, and sometimes, through strangers. Many times I feel like God is hugging me and giving me a pat on the back as if He was saying, "Oh, come on Qiv, you will be fine!" in such random moments.

There was once when I was very very upset and I was cursing inside my heart as I was breathing, then my online taxi driver greeted me with a very wide smile and said to me very nicely, "Selamat pagi, Mbak." I liked that. I smiled back and I felt like God was telling that guy to greet me so I felt better. And I did.

There was once when I was feeling soooo down and anxious because things didn't turn out as i planned--or the way I thought they should, and just randomly, one of my bestie texted me and asked,

I was like umm that's interesting, what a concidence. So couple days later I just opened up and shared with her and the others about my concerns and surprisingly, they gave me such a good support that touched my heart so deeply and made me felt like, God, is this You talking to me?

I believe that God is always with me, with us, the whole time. We just have to open our eyes, ears, and heart more. Many times I forget this, but I shouldn't. God speaks to us in many ways, and it is beautiful.